Wednesday, December 29, 2021

Year of the Tiger

They—in this case the they in question would be an international team of astronomers—believe the star Tau Ceti may have five planets—one of which might be habitable. At 12 light years away, may be a few years before an infrastructure supports the necessary Waffle Houses along the flight path. I only mention this possibility to underscore the notion that this ride on our own orb hurtling around our solar system’s sun is such an unlikely occurrence.

Amazingly, the astronomy folks can predict for us with uncanny accuracy a whole array of future events such as eclipses and alignments. They predict that on September 8, 2040, Mercury, Venus, Mars, as well as Jupiter and Saturn should cluster together with a crescent moon. I hope for clear skies. And, there are the other obvious hurdles to consider as well.

How curious, then, that I have no idea at all about what might be happening on September 8, 2022. Not on January 8, 2022 either. Nor any date for that matter. In truth, I'm not 100% certain what the next minute holds for me. I’m not sure I will finish this little meandering. I’m not sure it will be posted to this blog. 

Note to self: I am not sure of much of anything.

Makes it all the more interesting when thinking about crossing paths with others while we are on this tilt-a-whirl. Sort of a didn’t see the hims or the hers coming. Of course, they didn’t see us coming as well. 

And we came from a long way off—just go back, oh, a dozen generations. All the little decisive moments that created the twists and turns along the way. All those unforeseen encounters to get to the encounter that surprises us.

So, no, no resolutions for me.  My mantra for 2022 then: Didn’t see that coming. And I won’t. You won’t either. Happy New Year, and enjoy the ride.

(Modified from original Facebook note of December 2012)

 

Thursday, December 16, 2021

Roger's Case (F)

The first jolt struck 47 seconds after Roger Davis eased himself into the hot tub.

What kind of day had it been, his wife Laura asked.

“The sales meeting disintegrated into a bitching match between Philip and David, so Clark sent us home. And three potential clients rescheduled until after the holidays. Yours?”

Laura picked up her purse. “Not that exciting. Lasagna’s in the oven. I’ll be back in half an hour.”

Roger draped his jacket over the arm of the couch. “Jen home?”

“Upstairs. Doing homework.”

“Right.”

Laura shrugged. “I’ll be back.”

“Well, I’ll be here.”

Roger paused at the bottom of the stairs and thought to call up to his daughter. Instead he went to the bedroom and changed into swim trunks. After grabbing his towel from the hook on the bathroom door, he went to the bar and poured a double scotch.

The back yard was terraced so one stepped onto a large patio, then three steps down to the hot tub which was three steps above the infinity pool.

Roger slid the glass door open and stepped out into a cool breeze. From the patio he could see a portion of the town and the famous beach and the waves and beyond that the great wide ocean and so much sky.

Jenny begged him for a pool and throughout the last 7 years a steady parade of friends could be seen whacking each other with noodles and doing cannonballs to slosh the water over the side and down the steep slope behind their lot.

At 15, somehow, somehow a huge chunk of their lives together disappeared. Now, mostly in her room. Mostly wearing headphones when not. Where were her friends? What the hell happened?

Roger shook his head and mumbled to himself. He turned on the heater and jets for the tub and slipped off his Crocs.

Maybe it was the lockdown. It screwed with everyone’s heads.

He eased into the water. He took a sip of the scotch. Closing his eyes he allowed himself to imagine how it might be when he retired. A sigh. 

Would Jenny be married? A career woman? Both? Would grandkids be splashing in the water with him? Would Laura stop working when he did?

Roger took a deep breath. All that would be whenever, now was just now.

“Dad! Dad!”

Roger half-turned and looked up. He shielded his eyes. “Hey, Jen! Coming in?”

“No. The network is down. Can you fix it?”

“Do you really need it right now?”

“Yes, really right now. I’m working on a project.”

He stood facing her. “Okay, okay.” He took another swallow and set his glass down.

The first sound came just before Jenny turned away as Roger stepped toward his shoes. A loud bang, but more than a bang. Something explosive, more a boom.

Next came a deep shattering of rock and concrete. Father and daughter locked eyes. A fissure sheared off half the patio from one end to the other and with it hot tub and pool.

And for a part of a second Roger was still there, and then he was gone.

 

 

Monday, December 13, 2021

Say What?

Most likely you have never heard of Rasmy Hassouna.  

Neither had I until last week. Hassouna is a civil engineer who has done contract work for the City of Houston for more than 20 years. When his contract was up for renewal, a paragraph in the document essentially ruled out his company boycotting Israel while doing business with any government entity in Texas.

Say what?

Hassouna, a Palestinian, came to the US in 1988 and became a citizen in 2005. He battled to get his citizenship certificate to state his birthplace as Gaza Strip rather than Israel. Cue the lawsuit against the State of Texas. (A link to the article is included at the end of this post.) 

The article reports 25 states having similar laws. Curious, as a resident in South Carolina, I thought to take a look at how this issue stood here in the Palmetto State. Read for yourself.

"A public entity may not enter into a contract with a business to acquire or dispose of supplies, services, information technology, or construction unless the contract includes a representation that the business is not currently engaged in, and an agreement that the business will not engage in, the boycott of a person or an entity based in or doing business with a jurisdiction with whom South Carolina can enjoy open trade...." SC Code Ann. 11-35-5300 (2015)

Open trade....

South Carolina's top 3 import sources in 2020 to date: Germany, China, Mexico. Russia, by the way, is 21st on the list. Top 3 export destinations: Germany, Canada, China. Russia, 20th.

So? Hypothetically, my specialty print shop in Lyman could not refuse to do business with South Carolina businesses or individuals doing business with Chinese businesses or individuals if I wanted to contract with the City of Lyman for a printing job. Not even over that whole Uyghur situation.

Or the Spartanburg County Sheriff's Office? Or Spartanburg School District 5?

The People's Republic of China should be most pleased with our state legislature. Especially with the Winter Olympics on the horizon.

I know, I know. 

Hush, child, money's changing hands.


https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2021/dec/07/texas-ban-boycotting-israel 

Thursday, December 9, 2021

Thursday Twofer: Something Old, Something New

                            An Article of Faith

Confess, I will, to a pleasure

in the raising of the post-hole digger,

after eyeing a spot on this earth,

then to drive the blades into the ground,

the sudden shock of contact, to make void

something solid, an emptying, a vacancy.

Of course, in the planting of a tree, I must kneel

to the ground—a gardener’s bench needed

for these old knees—and having set the tree,

I must settle it into place, my head bowed,

the sun on my neck—and a little burn

to remind me of my place in the world—

and with my bare hands I fill what I had emptied,

compressing and grooming the dirt,

believing that it must be just so and not open

to chance. But, chance too becomes part of this offering,

to a future that I may not see,

that someone may come along someday

and, in a moment of contemplation, wonder

about these hands that worked in that moment

of planting, or someone to sit in the shade, a respite

from the heat, at repose, in gratitude.

Ladson 2013


                No Ax to Grind

Of late I hold no ax to grind—

out of sight, simply out of hand.

Not without impulse sure—

mostly smoke these days, little fire.

Plenty of kindling there is in this world,

but I choose not to gather fuel

nor strike a match—unlighted,

a peace on earth, or my slice

at least as I would have it.

How long to last I cannot say—

easily unwound the warp and weft

of our daily spin.

So, I wait.

I watch.

I wish.

Lyman 2021

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sunday, December 5, 2021

Satori at the Golden Palms (F)

The old man pushed back into his wheelchair and exhaled. The December sun felt warm on his face. A steady breeze came across the marsh and the Intercoastal, even rippling the pool’s surface.

“General, here.” A younger man, still with black hair slicked back, gently draped a lightweight blanket over his superior. “Perhaps I should move you to beachside?”

“No, Amado, the sun is good.”

“As you wish.” Amado snapped his fingers in the direction of a young woman standing at the pool’s bar. She moved several steps in their direction and he held up two fingers. “Con leche.”

“Have we heard from the embassy?”

“No, General.”

Again the old man exhaled. “The news will not be good. I fear it.”

“Perhaps not, but we do not know for certain.” Amado stood in front of the general without blocking the sun. “We do not know.”

“We know, because we feel it. I feel it. I feel it in my bones. Even my legs feel it, Amado.”

The young woman approached without a word and set the two cups on a small table next to the wheelchair and four packets of sugar to the side. Amado nodded and signed the bill. He tipped more than he would tip, but he signed for the general and wanted to continue to make a strong impression on the resort’s staff.

“Today is, today is Tuesday? A Tuesday. Is that a day for receiving catastrophic news? I fear it, Amado. A banal day. And yet, perhaps an end of time day.”

Amado stirred three sugars into a cup and handed it to the general. “Each day could be everything or nothing.”

The general paused before taking a sip. “Yes, it is true. Or true except for today.”

Amado added a sugar to his coffee. He turned and watched three gulls hovering on the wind just beyond the palms down by the docks. When Amado turned back toward the general he could see Gerardo waiting to approach.

“What is it, Amado?”

“Gerardo is here.”

“Even now?”

Amado gestured for Gerardo to approach. When the general heard the man’s footsteps nearly to him, he spoke. “Wait!” Amado shrugged at the newcomer.

“Gerardo, are you a good man?”

“Yes, General, I try to be.”

“Are you an honest man?”

“Yes, General.”

“Tell me, are you a true man?”

“Yes, General.”

“Tell me then, did my mother make it out?”

“No, General.”

“You spoke personally to the ambassador?”

“Yes, General.”

“Did my wife make it out?”

“No, General.”

“My sons?”

“No, General.”

“My daughter?”

“No, General.”

“Answer me again, Gerardo. Think carefully. Be sure of your answer. Did my beloved daughter, did she make it out?”

“No, General. No. She did not make it out.”

The General held a fist up to his mouth and groaned. He bit into his thumb. Amado looked away from the old man.

“Gerardo, I can never look upon you again. The sight of you will always tear out my heart. Amado will see to your expenses and handle your relocation. You have done your duty. You may go in peace.”

“Thank you, General.” Gerardo nodded to Amado and then retreated back into the building.

“Go, attend to him, and send a message to the ambassador that I have been informed of the situation.”

“Yes, General.” Amado set down his cup. “Anything—“

“Go.”

“Yes, General.”

The old man set down his cup and folded his arms on his chest. The heft of victories against the jolt of the losses, the immeasurable losses, deep, deep in his heart. Tears.

He glanced up. A pelican gliding by turned and splashed into the pool.

Lyman 2021

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

Wednesday, December 1, 2021

Napoleons, Blown Apart

Horrifying, horrifying, the estimates for the dead during the Napoleonic madness. Experts can only speculate even after detailed analysis: Military and civilian losses from 3.5 to perhaps 6.5 million. Now I have no particular saber to sharpen--happened to recently finish Janis A. Tomlinson's biography of Spanish artist Goya, and the brutal Peninsula War figured prominently. Indeed, my two extended stays in France were delightful.

Perhaps the word brutal is a redundancy.

I could just as easily sail across the channel to ponder, oh, Oliver Cromwell, who championed a campaign against Catholic Ireland that led to the deaths of 200,000 Irish citizens or more.

Easy now, spent a delightful--hmmmm?--week in London as a younger, much younger man.

But I come not to leap up and down on the graves of fallen men.

No, I would rather break bread with Brother Putin who now oversees a military build-up along the border between Russia and Ukraine. You know, Russia, geographically the largest country in the world. A country rich in natural resources and human talent. 

In my mind, the scene is simple: Two guys comfortably sitting seaside at Beach Laskovy, bare feet in the sand, sipping cold Ochakovos.

"So, Vlad, may I call you Vlad?" I say. "Slaughter in Ukraine? Maybe a hundred thousand casualties. Oh, Vladdy, Vladdy, Vladdy. Is that the best you've got? All the talent and resources of Mother Russia and Kyiv has your fatigues twisted in a knot? Seriously? So unimaginative, so retro, so uninspiring. Of course, the limitations of your mind, I guess."

At this point I am disappeared to much colder climes. 

Or I could slurp Lanzhou lamian with President Xi Jinping, just two guys hanging out on a pleasant afternoon in Sanya. 

"So, Xi," I say, "Taipei has your windbreaker in a wad? Invade Taiwan? Because the most populous nation in the world, rich in natural resources and human potential, feels incomplete? Xi-Xi, Xi-Xi, Xi-Xi. Maybe to kill a million people? So reductionist. So unenlightened. So enfeebled."

At this point, I'm slurping noodles in Xinjiang. If I'm lucky. Do I feel lucky? Well, do I?

Ah, Vlad and Xi, the best and brightest of their generation. Perhaps I'm just not a 21st century kind of guy. Maybe 23rd century. Maybe?


Sunday, November 28, 2021

Bai and Lim (F)

A Red Pot Tale

When I was eleven my family moved from our mountain village in the north to a seaport town on the south coast. For weeks I moped about the new house for I had fallen in love for the first time in my young life, fallen in love back home with a girl who lived on the other side of the river. To soothe my unhappy heart, now so far away from my beloved, my grandmother thought to tell me the tale of Bai and Lim.



Bai was the youngest daughter of a most successful and esteemed businessman who kept a steady hand on the pulse of the grain markets. His trade extended from the great growing fields and terraces to the port city where ships from faraway locales brought goods and left heavy with holds full of wheat and rice.

Lim, at least twice a month, more often during the full harvest season, would be sent by his father with a large wagonload of rice into the city to sell wherever the best price could be found.

Bai, she with her lustrous black hair and wise green eyes that startled visitors to her father’s trading office, was as everyone knew an accomplished artist—painting, writing poems, composing songs of such lyrical delicacy that locals behind her father’s back chuckled to themselves, murmured “How does she  come into this world so talented when he is so dull?”

Did I mention how Lim could swing an ax? No? Lim split wood like his mother butchered a chicken. Swift, strong, pinpoint blows. Village children would run to watch him when they heard his ax cleaving the wood. Old men would gather and nod knowingly, some even claiming that is how they too split wood when they were younger, younger by many decades.

Each day Bai served her father tea downstairs at his worktable. He would always say, “Good morning, dear daughter, what have you brought me today?” She would smile and bow and answer, “I bring you your morning tea, dear father.”

One morning, five days past the full moon, Lim stepped into the trader’s office. The older man looked up and stood. “Ah, young Lim, finally you are here. Several merchants have been waiting for your load.”

Lim bowed. “Yes. I have brought you a very good load, our very best, long grains, clean and firm.”

“Good, good. Very good. Let me take a look—not to doubt—merely to confirm what I already know.” The trader gestured to the door.

Lim turned and there framed by the doorway, the early sunlight behind her, stood Bai, tea service in hand.

I should tell you Lim was highly regarded in his village. Strong, of course, but dignified beyond his years in his bearing. Many older residents would seek his counsel, many a father wished Lim would settle upon his daughter for a wife.

“This is my daughter Bai. Bai, this is Lim who brings me a great wagonload this fine morning.”

Bai nodded—her eyes closed for a moment—and spoke sweetly, “Good morning, Master Lim.”

As for Lim, he took a half step forward. “Good morning, Mistress Bai.” Or at least that is what he intended to say, but to his ears it sounded something not quite guttural, something like a grunt. He looked into her eyes and then glanced down at the tea service.

By the way, Lim needed to cross into the city center after the rice sale was completed, his mother requiring a bolt of dyed cloth from a very particular source.

When Bai was seven her mother died of yellow fever and so the girl was a first child and an only child. Some family members clucked how she was spoiled, too spoiled to be a good wife. But Bai was attentive to her father, diligent in her duties, and kind to all.

Bai stepped into the office and stood to the side as the two men went out to conduct their business. The trader checked only three bags and happily pulled out his purse, counted out a large sum, and gave Lim of sheaf of bills folded once in the middle and tied with twine.

Two bridges cross the great river into the city center. One is the Bridge of Blossom Time. In the spring as the great row of trees along the stone quay bloom, many a traveler and nearly every resident stops near the midpoint of the bridge where the view can cause even hard hearts to gasp in wonderment and so often tears are seen, the beauty so overwhelming.

This morning Lim instead crossed the Bridge of Sighs to purchase the cloth for his mother, and after a late breakfast of two boiled eggs and a bowl of soup, he turned to retrieve his ox-drawn wagon left with Bai’s father to be unloaded.

As it so happened, Bai after her morning duties, weather permitting, strolled to the Bridge of Blossom Time to take in the glorious sight. She knew where to stand to best watch the flowers shimmer in sun and on the surface of the water.

Yet, as if a scent on the breeze, something gave Lim pause, and with only a momentary halt in his stride, he changed course and headed toward the Bridge of Blossom Time.

As Lim approached the crown of the bridge, he saw Bai standing perfectly still, umbrella over her left shoulder. He approached and stood next to her, surveying the scene, hesitating to speak.

Bai glanced at him and back to the river. “Master Lim.”

He placed his hands on the railing. “Mistress Bai.”

“You are a long way from home.”

“Yes. Yes, four days.”

“Do you miss your home when you are away?”

Lim thought for a moment. “Yes, Mistress Bai.”

“Could you ever leave your home?”

“I don’t think so. I don’t know. I—“

Bai turned to face him, her green eyes fixed on his eyes. “I could never leave my home, this city.”

Lim’s face reddened. “No. I understand—no, I guess not.”

“Perhaps we shall meet again. May your return be safe and swift.”

Lim drew in a shallow breath. “Thank you, Mistress Bai. Blessings to you and your father.”

The young man stepped back and started across the bridge. Bai folded her umbrella and sat on a bench overlooking the scene. She studied the trees, the sky, the flowers, the water. Thoughts gathered, she heard the words in her mind: Seventeen blackbirds sit / among the cherry blossoms. / Chatter—silence—flight.

Lyman 2021


Tuesday, November 23, 2021

Tuesday Twofer

                         The Fall

In the early pace of this morning,

the clouds more at rest than adrift,

an oak leaf still more green than yellow

dropped flat

upon a cluster of leaves on the branch below,

there to await what would befall by and by.

Later at lunch in the last shade until late afternoon,

I watched clouds shuttling southeastward,

listened to trees rustling,

and then happened to spy

the morning leaf in free fall,

grounded now for all eternity—the season unsprung.

Ladson 2013


                        The River Road

The road that winds along the river,

you know I favor,

to watch the constant motion of the water,

here and there

great stones left as debris to divert

the steady stream

along its way, the road rising

and dipping,

pulling back from the river now and then,

so just glimpses

of sunlight caught on the current,

through a squad

of birch perhaps, but sometimes

open wide to a long view across untamed grasses,

to where some several miles

before the state park bridge,

the road pulls down a steep grade and steadily,

again, ascends  

to where a fork comes

that travels off into the woody wilderness—

that veering always gives me pause—should I take it,

as is my inclination,

I ask,

as now do you these fine spring days.

Ladson 2016

 

Sunday, November 21, 2021

Captain Thibaut (F) 6 of 6

Captain Thibaut’s son clutched his book bag to his chest and leaned toward the window. “Is that the bad man, Papa?”

Thibaut turned and looked out to the courtyard. “That is our prisoner, yes.”

The boy stood staring.

“Time for you to leave for school, Jean. Jean? Did you hear me?”

“Yes, Papa. Does he have a family?”

“Yes. Do you have all your books?”

“Yes. Do you think he is sad?”

“I don’t know. Perhaps. Run along now. Your friends are sure to be at the gate waiting.”

The boy slung his bag over one shoulder and started for the door.

“And don’t keep your mother waiting this afternoon.”

“Yes, Papa.”

The boy turned sideways to squeeze past Corporal Allard coming in with several letters in his hand.

“Sir, these are from Dr. Linton.” Allard held them out so that his captain could see there were three.

“Who are these for?”

“One for Professor Riga at the university, one for his son, and one for his granddaughter.”

“Okay, put them in the file with the others.”

“Yes, sir. And Dr. Linton wishes to speak with you.”

“Ah. Well, tell him I will join him in the garden shortly. Coffee for the two of us.”

“Yes, sir.”

Thibaut stood and adjusted his belt. Looking out the window, he could see Linton stooping to smell some of the roses. A threat to national security and yet, he mused, a regular fellow, pleasant enough, and, well, just a man.

When Thibaut got out to the garden, Linton was sitting on a bench near the smaller fountain of the two in the courtyard. “Dr. Linton.”

“Captain. Thank you for coming out to speak with me. Such a pleasant morning.”

“Indeed.”

“I gave three letters to—“

“Yes, Allard has taken care of them. He will bring us coffee.”

“Excellent. Then you will sit for a visit?”

“Is there something in particular you wish to ask or you need?”

“Well, I am surprised none of my letters have been answered. None of my phone call requests have been addressed. It’s been four months—“

“The Defense Ministry oversees the disposition of your correspondence and phone—“

“The Dense Ministry?” Linton stood. He ran his hand over the top of his head. “The Defense Ministry. Of course.”

“You were not aware?”

“No, Captain. But now, well I see how it is. Of course Justice would hand it off to the military.”

“Doctor, if I may, you are a prisoner of the state. If not for the intervention of my country you would be in a far harsher situation—perhaps, even—“

“Yes, yes. I understand all that.”

“Do you, sir?”

“Yes. But, Captain, conscience is a powerful force. So powerful to be a kind of madness, perhaps you think. Or you think me a fool?”

“I think in terms of wins and losses. What you have won, what you have lost.” Thibaut signaled for Allard to set their coffees down on a small table.

“So, Doctor?”

“I suspect you only see the losses—family, job, perhaps prestige.”

Thibaut handed a cup to Linton. “Freedom. I see you have lost your freedom. That is no small thing.”

“No. It is no small thing. I believe in my own small way I am fighting for freedom.”

“And your family?”

“Yes, of course, my family. I did consider the ramifications—“

“But a ten-year sentence?”

“No, not that exactly. Perhaps I misjudged, thought more international pressure would be brought to bear.”

The two sat for a moment, silent in their thoughts.

“It would be hard for me to choose against my family, Doctor. To lose them, even to a noble idea.”

“Yes, Captain, I understand. Family.”

“Foolhardy or courageous, I—“

“Or both.”

“Yes, perhaps.” Thibaut stood. “I am being reassigned to a joint mission in Gibraltar in two months.”

“Well, let congratulate you and thank you for your professionalism. Oh, and I have a phone call request I forgot to give to Allard.”

“Thank you, Doctor.” Thibaut took the form in hand. “I will handle this one according to the protocol set by your government, of course.”

“Of course.”

Thibaut nodded and walked back to the main building. Once inside his office, he glanced at the request form. “Allard— Never mind.” He folded it once, halved it a second time, and let it drop into the wastebasket.

 

 

 


 

 

 

 

 

Thursday, November 18, 2021

A Bad Case of the 'Ones'

I am by a measure an ecological disaster. Reflexively I protest: "I've planted more than 50 trees on my property in the last 5 years". 

Ecogog: Call me when you have planted 200 more!

You see, I'm a 'One' as in a single member household (About 35 million such in the US in apartments, condos, townhouses, and single units). That would be just me--okay, with my dog--living in 1300 square feet with 3 bedrooms, 2 baths, and a double car garage. 

Heating and cooling throughout the year via overwhelmingly nonrenewable-sourced electric power--and a water heater of course--all for little ol' me. I set the thermostat at 67 during winter and 77 in the summer. I use curtains and blinds to curtail the sun's rays when it's hot and open them up to grab whatever warmth might be available during cold months. 

Which is why I planted a row of deciduous trees along the southwest side of the house.

Ecogog: Pffft!

I drive a 2017 Terrain bought 6 months ago that is averaging 22-23 mpg during what is referred to as city driving. If I keep it as long as my last vehicle, then I'm looking for another set of wheels around 2032. I drive 500 to 600 miles per month these days. About 99.95% of those miles are single-rider miles. Fuel source, nonrenewable.

I live like many do, in the burbs or the environs or, as I say, the Lyman Metro. Bank--how quaint--about 3 miles away, Food Lion about the same, QT 2.5, Post Office 2, parents about 12, Lowe's nearly 9, and Barnes & Noble 11. In other words, if I need or want something, it's drive, drive, drive. 

Now I would be perfectly willing to switch over to an all-electric vehicle, maybe a mid-sized pickup, selling in the mid-to-upper 20-thousand range. I know, cue full studio laugh track.

And as for housing, find me a smart 600 sq ft 2br with a third to a half of an acre and I'm for it. That's not 45 minutes away from the conveniences of modern life. Or just outside Kearney, Nebraska.

Really my environmental rehabilitation is all about money and location, location, location.  Hey, I'm on a fixed income and am spoiled in the modern sense of habitations. So, what to do?

Ecogog: Get a job!




Tuesday, November 16, 2021

Tug Baker: Under the Dragon's Eye (F)

Tug Baker heard the rustle of something, something large up in the oak tree. Maybe something huge. He stood very still and looked at where the sound came from.

More movement. A shadow slowly creeping along.

Wait! Between the leaves, it looked like, it was, an eye. A big round yellow eye staring at him.

Tug looked around for something to use if the—well, what was it?

Again, the shadow moved, and now Tug could see a claw with long nails wrapped around a limb.

Tug let out a breath. Wow! Scary. But cool, too!

It moved higher. Tug bravely stepped forward. A long tail with black stripes waved back and forth.

Tug tried to remember if he ever saw such a thing in a book or on t.v. It was too big to be a lizard.

It looked down at Tug and out came a long pink tongue. Tug jumped back a step.

Okay, this was not something Tug saw every day or in a book or on t.v. Should he run back to the house and tell his mother? Should he get his BB gun and shoot this, this, this, thing?

Tug knew he was fast and the thing was high up, so maybe the BB gun was the best idea. And so off he ran to the house, so fast his feet barely touched the ground.

In the back door and through the kitchen and out to the garage.

“Tug! Tug close the back door when you come in,” his mother called.

He was already out the back door with his BB gun in hand. Fully loaded.

“Tug! Close that door! Tug Baker!”

Tug ran back to the oak and looked up into the tree. There on a sunny limb it rested.

Huge! Longer than Tug’s arms opened wide. With sharp spines on its back and short spines on its head.

Kind of like a lizard, but not. A dragon. A small dragon. A baby dragon?

Tug lifted his rifle and aimed. He thought for a moment. A baby dragon?

The dragon looked down at him, mouth open, tongue moving back and forth.

Tug lowered his gun. What if the dragon was lost? Where was its mom?

“Tug!” his mother called. “Tug, make sure the chickens are locked in the coop and close the front gate.”

“But, Mom!” he called.

“Tug, now! And hurry!”

Tug ran to the coop and checked the lock. After closing the gate, he went in through the back door.

“Close it. Your father just called. Somebody over on Walnut street has lost their iguana. It’s in the news and the police are looking for it.”

“A what?”

“An iguana. A very, very large lizard that could be four or five feet long.”

“Kind of like a dragon, sort of?”

“Sort of, I guess.”

“Mom, it’s in our oak tree out back.”

“What? No!”

“I was going to shoot it, but I didn’t.”

“Tug Baker, how do you get into everything there is to get into?”

“I guess I’m an action sort of guy, Mom.”

“Get some juice and sit at the table. I’m calling 9-1-1.”

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Sunday, November 14, 2021

Adam Linton (F) 5 of 6

Adam Linton set down the Daily Advocate and looked at his daughter. She had stopped stirring her oatmeal, the spoon no longer rapping against the sides of the bowl.

“What?”

“Dad?” Veronica licked her spoon.

“Yes?”

“Is Grampa a bad man? A really bad man?”

“No. No, sweetie, he is not a bad man. He made some—maybe a lot of people very angry.”

“Does Gamma hate him?

“Oh, hate. Hate, such a word. She’s angry at him, she’s hurt. She’s unhappy.”

She looked down at her bowl.

“Why so many questions this morning? What’s up? Because I’m going to see him tomorrow?”

Veronica took a bite of oatmeal and a sip of water.

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“Something, Veronica. Tell me.”

“Nothing. Just some friends were talking—“

“Some friends?  Let me guess, Lisa or Alice?”

“Lisa. Mostly.”

“What did she say?”

“Oh, like how Grampa wanted to destroy the country, wanted to hurt people.”

“You think that is Lisa talking?”

“I don’t know. No. Maybe. I don’t know.”

“It’s very complicated. Your grandfather is a complicated person. He loves you very much. He cares very deeply about the country.”

“Then why is he in jail? Why can’t I see him?”

Adam pushed back his chair and turned it so he could face her directly.

“Some very powerful people are very angry at your grandfather. And they don’t want him to cause any more trouble. You are underage and so they have decided you can’t see him until you are 18. Or he is released early.”

“Will he?”

“What, be released early? I don’t know. That I just don’t know. Eat your breakfast.”

She took a few more bites as he adjusted his chair toward the table and picked up the newspaper.

“Did Mom suffer in the explosion?”

Adam’s head jerked toward her. “Veronica! Why are you asking me such a question? Now? At the breakfast table? What the bloody hell?”

“I’m sorry. Don’t yell at me. I was just thinking—“

“Now? That is what you were just thinking—“

“Why are you so angry at me?” She pushed her chair back.

“Do not get up and just walk off. You can’t just ask a question like that.”

“I don’t want to talk to you. I have to get to school.”

“Veronica. Sweetheart—“

“I have to go.”

“You don’t have to go for another twenty minutes.”

She stood up. “I’m sorry.”

“Please don’t just walk away. Please. Please, sit.”

“Daddy—“

“Please.”

“Okay.”

“Honey—well, I just never, or try never to think about your mother, when she—died. I don’t know what her last thoughts were or what was happening. Maybe she was talking to another rider, I don’t know. I just don’t—can’t—really think about it.”

“I’m sorry, Daddy. People keep talking about it. Talking about you. Talking about Grampa. I want them to shut up. To leave me alone.”

Adam stood. “Come here.” She stood and moved toward him and he put his arms around her and kissed her on the forehead. “I’m so sorry for all of this, all of this to be part of your life now. It isn’t fair. I know it hurts you.”

“I know it hurts you, Daddy. I don’t know what to do.”

“I know. Honestly, I don’t know what to do either.”

He stepped back and smiled at her. “We’re doing the best we can.”

“The best we can.” She smiled and headed to her room to get her book bag.

Maybe, Adam thought, maybe that’s all there is, ever can be, doing the best that can be done. He headed to the kitchen to start a new pot of coffee.

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Tuesday, November 9, 2021

Mellice Linton (F) 4 of 6

Mellice Linton looked at her son. “Well?”

“Well?”

“Have you seen your father?”

“No, not yet.”

“Typical.” She took off several bracelets and a silver ring and set a bowl down in the sink. “I have some nice prawns. Fresh.”

“It’s just a week. I’m sure his contact with the outside world will be slow to process.”

“Oh, another week will go by. Then a month. Maybe he’s sees you, maybe he doesn’t.”

“Veronica is not allowed to visit him even with me.”

She stopped peeling the prawns. “Well, that is harsh. But, he has created his own disaster.”

“He believes—“

“And he won’t be seeing his whore any time soon.”

“Mother!”

“Oh, grow up, Adam. You think I don’t know anything? I know everything.”

He took a beer out of the fridge. “I am not going to wallow around in that mud with the two of you.”

“She’s a whore. Get some lettuce out for us. And slice a tomato.”

“This knife okay?”

“Yes. Have you been seeing anyone? Outside of work I mean.”

“You ask me that every time you see me or talk to me.”

“Adam, you need to be more open. To be seeing others.”

“Women you mean.”

She set a pot of water on the stove to boil the prawns. “Yes, yes, women. A woman. Someone.”

“And what do I always say—too soon. Too soon. I’m not ready.”

“Ready? For what? To talk to another woman. It’s been—“

“Stop. I know how long it’s been since…since.”

“Since Laura died?”

“Mother, please.”

“Mix the tomatoes into the lettuce. Use the vinaigrette in the tall green bottle. Veronica needs a—“

“To not use Veronica with me.” He pushed the bowl away from him. “You don’t know how it is.”

“I don’t know what it means to lose a partner, a spouse? Do you not understand what your father did to me, to our family?”

“Mother, must we do this all the time? I just want to have lunch, visit, and get back to work.”

“You’re a good man, a young man. You should be with someone. That’s all I want. Is that terrible?”

“No.”

“Then?”

“No, of course not. I’m not ready.”

She shrugged her shoulders. “Not ready? Then not ready.”

“Okay. Thank you. Did you sign up at the museum like you said you would? The one Sadie told you about?”

“Yes. I have to go through the training program—about a week—then I will be assigned a mentor for the first few weeks. Maybe Sadie. That would be good. I should be ready to give tours just before the Monet exhibit begins.”

“Excited?”

She dropped the prawns into the boiling water. “Nervous. A little. But, Sadie will help me.”

“I’m sure you’ll be fine. Telling people what’s what, telling them where to go.” He laughed.

“Well, smart one, not everyone listens to me, do they?”

“God, Mother. But you are relentless.” He looked out the dining room windows to the sea.

“You look like your father staring out into space.”

“Sorry. I have several projects going and Veronica needs to see the dentist this week and at some point, I guess, I am going to see him.”

“He is certainly the fool this time. Such a smart smart man. Such a fool. Get the white bowls out of the dishwasher. They’re clean.”

“He is a smart man. He gambled his reputation would save him, I guess. I don’t really understand.”

She tossed the prawns in with the salad. “He’s selfish.”

“He believes what he believes.”

“Fool. And his whore can’t do anything to help him this time.”

“Oh, Mother, please!”

“Okay, okay, sit. Eat.”

And so they quietly set themselves to the simple task before them.

Lyman 2021